It still Remains......

Why does it hurt?!? Why does it pain?!?! Why does something inside me sulk this way?!?! Especially when it’s gone... And I’m past it oh so long... Then why this twitch in me anyway!!! Though it happened eons ago, yet it seems so fresh to me... as it was just like a day ago!!!! What was there then isn’t here now... what was once “we” is “you” and “me” now... What we had looked so strong like it would go on... and now is nowhere to be found since you’ve been gone!!! Now I move on... trying to be strong!!! Dunno where I’m heading along this way!!!! I wanted you to grow and you wanted to go... I couldn’t hold you back and there you moved on... And every time I have a glimpse of you now... I still feel the way like I did yesterday... but then.... yet it’s not the same today... you’re gone but you still remain... in a part of me... which is meant to be... you won’t look back and I won’t take u back and neither will things ever be like they were yesterday!!! Though something in me saddens to see you with somebody who isn’t me... I’m happy for all the times when that somebody was “me”!!! I still and always will wish you luck, love, joy, happiness and everything nice.... even if it’s not me you’ll be sharing all these with anyway!!! And now I know.... why the pain and the hurt?!?! Cuz I’ve a part of you in me which still remains and brings these emotions gushing through to me!!! It still remains.... and will always be.... so I’ll always thank you all the way!!!